You, the insane person who is his own friend…
what do you want from me, the aforementioned insane person?

Are you(me) getting what you want? Happiness is just a fish, neither of us want to be meaningless hedonist pleasure-seekers, although that’s what people seem to be pushing these days. What do people know anyway?
So in regards to the meaningful pursuit, are you, in future, wishing I, in the present, would somehow do something? I feel there is something wanted from me but there is a strong disconnection to lcoate the real steps I need to take. I have come as far as the road I wanted to take. So far it is going very well and it is somewhat good too. I am generally pleased. I want to keep going, but where should I be going. How do I get there? I really don’t know. Of things I know, what to do next is not one of them. Je ne sais pas. I just don’t – know, not even like a little bit.

I wish it wasn’t just me and this crazy person here. Who is also me.

Oh, and you people not named Sheridan, if you want something from me, you might have to wait inline for the internal people first? Well … that’s not true; I am quite the softie. I just hope I don’t implode in your face (which is almost never) when I’m trying to help (which is almost always).